Holly Madison hasn’t been holding back on her experience at the Playboy mansion.
She penned the shocking details in her new book, Down the Rabbit Hole. Now the former Playboy model is speaking out about her sex life with ex-boyfriend, Hugh Hefner.
Holly Madison was known as one of Hugh Hefner’s live-in girlfriends at the Playboy mansion for most of the 2000s. Their relationship help spawned the E! hit reality show Girls Next Door. The show painted a “rosy façade” on her experience, along with former Playboy bunnies, Kendra Wilkinson and Bridget Marquardt. Now Holly Madison is dishing on what it’s really like to be one of Hefner’s many girlfriends. Madison wrote in detail about what sex with Hefner was really like.
She hinted that his girlfriends were expected to regularly participate in their bedroom activities. After their “twice weekly drug-and alcohol-fueled club nights,” Hef’s girlfriends, and the random women they picked up from nightclubs, would get together for group sex. According to Holly, the act would begin when Hef would ask the girls to wear matching pink flannel pajamas. Hef would smoke marijuana and watch porn as he pleasured himself. The girls would take turns having sex with Hef as he finished by himself.
According to Madison, the girls weren’t really interested in these regular bedroom activities.
“No one was actually in the mood (besides Hef, I assumed) or turned on in the slightest.”
The burlesque dancer also described the sexual rituals as fake sex. Holly said that some of the girls would “[go] through the motions as if they were getting it on or making out with each other, but no one really was.” Holly recently confirmed to Cosmpolitan magazine that none of the girls were really interested in having sex with Hugh Hefner. They would rather have fake sex than real sex with the octogenarian. She also added that their twice weekly activities quickly changed after the success of the reality show.
“No, all the girls hated it and tried to get it over with as quickly as possible. I would say that after [Girls Next Door] started filming, things kind of ground to a halt and the show became the focus, and he wasn’t taking us to nightclubs or picking up girls anymore.”
There are also stranger details coming out from Holly Madison’s book. The model said that Hugh made sure the girls had clean feet before they climbed into bed with him. She also claims that the girls simulated sex instead of actually having sex with one another. According to Holly, the girls simulated sex noises with music and adult movies. She even hinted in her book that having fake girl-on-girl sex was better than having real sex with Hef. It was all part of satisfying his fantasy as Hef’s other girls reassured her that they didn’t have to sleep with him.
Holly told Cosmo that she didn’t even enjoy sex with the Playboy mogul, although she wanted to be his no. 1 girlfriend. In her book, she reveals that there was “zero intimacy” involved. Hef didn’t even bother to kiss Holly during some of their intimate moments.
“I have never had a more disconnected experience. There was zero intimacy involved. No kissing, nothing. It was so brief that I can’t even recall what it felt like beyond having a heavy body on top of mine. Needless to say, for me, sex was never the highlight of the relationship.”
Holly Madison’s details in her new book haven’t been sitting well with Hugh Hefner. As previously reported via the Inquisitr, he hit back at the Las Vegas performer by saying that he’s had great relationships with many women in his life.
Madison claims she doesn’t care about how he feels about her book. As for reason why Madison stayed with Hefner during those years, she says she fell for his charm and thought she was in love with him.
“No, I never did because when I was there, I genuinely liked him, and I fell for his gentlemanly act. I wanted to think of myself as somebody who had his best interests in my mind at all times, and I wanted to be the only girlfriend.”
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