Actress Demi Moore, who recently filed for divorce from her husband of six years Ashton Kutcher, opened up in her first interview post-split to her friend and British photographer Amanda De Cadenet. During the candid talk for Harper’s Bazaar magazine the actress admitted that her worst fear is “not worthy of being loved”.
Throughout the marriage the pair was in constant public scrutiny much over the 16-year age difference between the two. Throughout their marriage Demi and Ashton weren’t afraid to show their affection and private moments for the world to peek into on the popular social networking site Twitter.
Moore kept mum on the circumstances surrounding her split from Two and A Half Men star, but the interview with De Cadenet spanned the gamut of issues the 49 year-old actress was willing to reveal. “What scares me is that I’m going to ultimately find out at the end of my life that I’m really not lovable, that I’m not worthy of being loved. That there’s something fundamentally wrong with me…and that I wasn’t wanted here in the first place.”
The statement doesn’t come as much of a surprise since Demi Moore’s marriage came to a crash and burn after a San Diego woman went public about a brief fling she had with Kutcher. Since then it’s been a constant question as to what steps Moore will take to publicly separate herself in the media from Kutcher, that includes whether or not she plans to change her @mrskutcher twitter handle , which boasts a whopping 4,472,584 followers.
If it wasn’t apparent before that Demi Moore isn’t exactly focused on dwelling on the failure of her third marriage to Kutcher, then it will be when the interview hits the stands in February.
Moore stated, “Letting go of the outcome. Truly being in the moment. Not reflecting on the past. Not projecting into the future. That’s freedom. Not caring more about what other people think than what you think. That’s freedom.
“To not be defined by your wounds. Somebody wrote something to me that said, ‘Don’t let your wounds make you become someone you’re not.’ That’s really powerful. And not taking life too seriously,”
What’s next for Demi Moore as a single woman? Any guesses?
