Demi Moore Is ‘Embarrased’ About Very Public Breakdown [Inside Source]

It’s been a tough week for Hollywood Actress and producer Demi Moore. Late last week the star was rushed to the hospital after suffering a seizure brought on by alleged drug use.

According to sources close to Demi in the days following her collapse she had been unraveling ever since Ashton Kutcher announced the couple’s November 2011 divorce.

The 49-year-old star now feels “embarrassed” according to an inside source to revealed to People that “Ego-wise, this is the worst thing that could happen to Demi, because she’s such a private person.”

Moore is now said to be seeking treatment for her additions and possible anorexia (she’s stick thin and looks frail) following her hospitalization.

That same insider says Moore has turned to her belief in Kabbalah to help her through this though time, Kabbalah teaches that through adversity we gain strength.

According to the insider the troubles she has faced can be an “opportunity, a blessing, and not a curse.”

Sure Demi Moore has the opportunity to learn and grow from this experience but until her divorce from Ashton Kutcher is finalized that growth and learning moments could still be in the distant future.

During her breakdown Ashton Kutcher was in Brazil partying and filming a commercial. He did go silent about Demi Moore on his Twitter account at that time but some sources say Demi was upset that he wasn’t there for her when he was needed.

Do you think Demi Moore will take this time in her life and turn it into a learning moment?