Khloe Kardashian Shares Heartbreaking Letter On Instagram: ‘Realize What You Have In Front Of You’ [Video]

Although her heart is breaking, Khloe Kardashian has confirmed she’s moving on from Lamar Odom. In a personal Instagram message, Kardashian shared with fans that “We often take for granted the very things that deserve our gratitude the most,” adding that “many people do not realize this until it’s too late.”

The message is largely interpreted as a reference to the ending marriage between Khloe and the basketball player. “Silence the noise inside your mind and realize what you have in front of you,” Kardashian wrote, advising fans that “[t]here are many things that we fail to realize the true value of until they are missing from our lives. Sadly.”

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Sources close to Khloe and her estranged husband confess that the Keeping Up With The Kardashians star is “sick of it,” and after helping Lamar through months of rehab and even supporting him financially, Kardashian “feels like she’s done everything she can and it’s just ridiculous at this point.”

The insider revealed that the reports Khloe’s husband “is using again” are true. Not only that, but Odom recently went on a drinking binge, which could damage his recovering body even more.

Kardashian tried talking to the ex-NBA player, but he’s not listening, and seems convinced he’s invincible. Insiders report that Lamar keeps telling his wife that “[n]othing will happen to me. Look how I survived the last time,” but Kardashian isn’t buying it.

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“His body is not back to normal and it never will be,” a source close to the situation tells People, adding that “[t]here is a fear that he will again have an overdose.”

“So Khloe had to put her foot down and stop helping him out,” which included kicking him out of the $3 million home she was renting for him. “She can’t watch him fall apart again,” another source confirmed to Us Weekly.

Khloe recently filed for divorce from Lamar after a months-long delay after Odom collapsed in a Nevada brothel from a drug overdose. At the time, Kardashian put the divorce on hold so she could make medical decisions and help him through recovery.

It seemed like they would get back together, and Lamar even admitted on an episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians that he wants to marry Khloe again, and has no plans to return to his old ways. But it’s all over after reports surfaced that Odom had gone on a drinking binge and started using again after drug paraphernalia was found in his home.

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“More than ­anything, Khloe wants to be in ­Lamar’s life… but only if he gets healthy,” a source close to Kardashian revealed. Not wanting a front-row seat to a second health crisis, Kardashian set her divorce in motion again, and it appears it’s for real this time.

It’s not the first time Khloe has revealed that her marriage to Odom was something quite different than it appeared to be. In a recent interview with Harper’s Bazaar, Khloe admitted that living with Lamar was “dark and toxic,” leading her to file for divorce the first time.

Explaining that she couldn’t go live with her mother, who would ask too many questions, and she couldn’t check into a hotel because of all the paparazzi, Kardashian revealed that she would go to the gym. There, she would be left alone to think about things.

Khloe confessed that as she became healthier, and was rewarded with the pounds melting away, she began to feel better about herself, and isn’t willing to give that up now that Lamar has started using again.

“I love Lamar with all of my heart and I want the best for him,” Khloe confirmed in a recent clip from Keeping Up With The Kardashians.“But now I feel I’m back to it being the hardest thing to do… I want to have kids and maybe to be remarried one day. I need to move on,” Khloe concluded.

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