Khloe Kardashian Admits She’s Still Obsessed With Lamar Odom, May Be Trying To Reconcile

Khloe Kardashian said she is still obsessed with her ex, Lamar Odom, opening the door to a possible reunion between the reality television star and her NBA player husband.

In a recent interview with E! News, Khloe admitted that she is still in love with Lamar, and always has been.

“I will never ever not love Lamar,” said Khloe, who split with Lamar more than a year ago amid his alleged drug abuse and cheating scandals. “I was so obsessed with him in a healthy way. He was my husband, and I still wish he was, and I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that.”

Khloe said she is not currently in touch with Lamar, but wishes that were different.

“There’s nothing I can do,” she admitted. “Lamar has to do things in order to change in that aspect, but yeah, if I had my way I’d be married to Lamar in two seconds.”

She added, “I’m still figuring out a lot of emotions with me.”

Sources have claimed that Khloe is trying to reach out to Lamar in an effort to get the former NBA player to go to rehab. A source told In Touch Weekly that Lamar Odom’s drug of choice is called “sherm,” a potent and dangerous drug

“[Lamar Odom] has been doing an old-school drug called ‘sherm,’ which is taking a joint and dipping it in liquid PCP. It’s really dangerous and can make you violent.”

Khloe appeared to be making some headway with Lamar. At the end of February, a source claimed the couple had been spending time together and talked about getting back together.

“They’ve spent many nights together in the past couple of months. Lamar is so sorry for everything and is begging Khloe to take him back. He’s been sober for six months and is determined to prove that he’s a changed man. He wants them to renew their vows!”

This isn’t the only complicated relationship for Khloe Kardashian at the moment. She and ex-boyfriend French Montana have been on again and off again for several months, but Khloe said she isn’t stressing out too much over their current status.

“I love French. He’s an awesome guy,” she said. “We are on-again, off-again… but I don’t want to be too labeled to anyone right now.”

While Khloe Kardashian may be obsessed with Lamar Odom and hung up on French Montana, the reality star has also been focusing on herself. She recently lost 13 pounds by making some small changes to her diet and working with a personal trainer on a cardio circuit routine.

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