LeeAnne Locken On Hitting The Camera Crew: She Felt ‘Abandoned And Alone’

LeeAnne Locken flipped out on The Real Housewives Of Dallas during Monday’s episode as she was disappointed with the way that her co-stars were treating her. LeeAnne walked out of a cocktail party for charity, but not before she threw a drink at her co-stars. Stephanie Hollman called her actions less than classy, and Locken flipped out once again. She stormed out of the party with the Bravo camera crew and Tiffany Hendra following her.

According to a new Bravo report, LeeAnne Locken is now reflecting on her behavior during that first few minutes of Monday’s episode. Locken was clearly hurt, frustrated, and upset with the way things unfolded. She may not want to appear weak on The Real Housewives of Dallas, but she admitted that she felt alone, abandoned, and just upset about it. And rather than admit it on screen, she decided to walk away from her co-stars.

“When Tiffany said that she’s a Ride-or-Die girl in her interview, I agree with that completely. But that night, I truly felt like she wasn’t fully with me. I felt all alone. Have you ever had that feeling that everyone seems to be focusing on you, attacking you, and you are all by yourself? That’s how I felt that night. Abandoned and alone,” LeeAnne Locken explains in her blog for Bravo, sharing that she had just reached her rock bottom.

Locken adds that she was close to a breakdown. Since she’s so caught up in the charity world, LeeAnne may never have thought about throwing a drink or flipping out on her co-star in the middle of a charity cocktail party. LeeAnne takes her image and her role in the charity world very seriously, and it is clear that she wants to maintain that image. So, Locken decided to leave the party and walked out.

“When I walked out of the party, I was moments away from having a complete breakdown. I just needed to go cry and let all of the hurt and anger OUT. I didn’t want to verbally spar with anyone. And I SURE didn’t want anyone continuing to GO AT ME! I just wanted to be left alone,” LeeAnne Locken explains in her blog, sharing that she just wanted to be left alone.

Maybe LeeAnne didn’t expect that her friend would be chasing her. During the episode, Locken was convinced that Tiffany Hendra teamed up with Brandi Redmond at the cocktail party and orchestrated the entire confrontation. So, when she chased after Locken in the street, things got heated.

“When Tiffany approached me on the street, I’d already processed what I had done. I couldn’t take it back, and I just wanted to leave. I didn’t want anyone to come after me. I was aware that there was a film crew following me, which is what pushed me over the top – I wanted to be free of the eyes watching me and the judgment. That’s when I hit the camera, which I regret and am sorry for,” LeeAnne reveals on her blog.

LeeAnne Locken has been trying to maintain her positive role in the charity world, and she’s revealed that she’s written 13 books. But according to Reality Tea, there’s no real evidence that she’s written so many books. Only one book appears on Amazon, and it sounds like it is about status, possibly in the charity world. Maybe more books will come out after she wraps up this first season of the show.

What do you think of LeeAnne Locken’s meltdown on Monday’s episode of The Real Housewives of Dallas? Are you surprised that she lashed out at Bravo’s camera crew?

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