Khloe Kardashian has learned the art of deliciously dishing up what really goes in not just her life but the lifestyles of the entire Keeping Up With The Kardashians clan. Whether it’s Khloe’s relationship with estranged husband Lamar Odom, or how she feels about controversial brother-in-law Kanye West, the 31-year-old host of the new talk show Kocktails With Khloe is always ready to tell all.
After spending months in the hospital recovering from an alleged drug overdose in the Nevada brothel where he was found unresponsive, Lamar recently was well enough to leave the hospital. His first public appearance with Khloe took place at Kanye’s highly publicized fashion show. And now, Kardashian is revealing what really happened behind the scenes, reported People.
“I did not want him to really go to New York. It’s scary,” admitted Khloe.
However, even though Odom had been in the hospital just last month, Kardashian agreed to having him make the trip with her to New York City for West’s Madison Square Garden fashion show this month.
“I had a ton of anxiety,” admitted Khloe. “I’m so protective.”
However, with the approval of his medical team, Kardashian also recognized just how special the experience was, including his link to Kanye.
“I thought it was so dope of Kanye to want to walk out with Lamar,” Khloe added.
Kardashian praised the rapper for helping Odom to recover.
“Kanye would come to the hospital and play his album for Lamar – and Lamar couldn’t speak at this time – and music is definitely a form of therapy. Lamar would say he could understand everything, he just couldn’t get the words out… When he was able to finally speak, he would always say, ‘Man, Kanye really helped me. I love that he would come,’ and just do that for him.”
As for how Khloe feels about Odom, she confessed that a reconciliation just could provide the perfect ending to their rocky relationship. Despite their break-up and his cheating, Kardashian still admitted that she dreams of rekindling their romance sometimes.
“That would be like the best dream,” declared Khloe.
To help improve their relationship, Kardashian and Lamar are going to therapy together, revealed a source cited by Hollywood Life.
“[Khloe and Odom have] started going to therapy and have a long road ahead of them. But she thinks they really have a chance,” said the source.
Dishing on an episode of her talk show recently, Kardashian reflected on the fact that because her divorce to Lamar was never finalized, she remains his wife.
“Technically I’m still f***ing married!” pointed out Khloe.
As to what the future holds, Kardashian does want to marry again, but she’s not sure if that means renewing her vows with Odom or finding someone new.
“I need to get married again. Listen, at this point, I don’t know what tomorrow is going to bring, I’ve learned that. So even if I remarry the same person again – I don’t know,” confessed Khloe.
Kardashian also has emphasized that they are not yet back together, reported the Daily Mail. But she seemed to deliver a mixed message in trying to clarify just how they are relating to each other, and how she really feels.
“We are not back together,” said Khloe.
And then the Keeping Up With The Kardashians star dropped a bombshell about her relationship with Lamar.
“I love him with every fiber of my being. I didn’t want for our divorce to happen, but it happened, but I still believe in my vows of being there for him.”
As for the question of whether Kardashian has had a same-sex hookup, Khloe told all on her talk show while dishing with guests including Carmen Electra, reported Wetpaint.
“I’ve dated a girl before. I’m not shy about it,” shared Carmen. “I love men, you know, that’s my thing, but yeah, I’ve gone there.”
But Kardashian has not had that experience, she revealed.
“I’ve never hooked up with a girl,” shared Khloe. “I don’t care, I’m not uncomfortable with that. It’s just never been my thing. I’m super flirtatious and everyone thinks that I have hooked up with girls, for some reason. I’m just nice and affectionate. I like to be a girl’s’ girl and party.”
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