Bobbi Kristina Brown’s life has not been the same since her mother, legendary singer Whitney Houston, died almost three years ago. The 21-year-old has reportedly been grieving over the loss of her mother for the past three years, and she recently revealed exactly how the loss has altered the course of her life forever. She described the agonizing pain of losing Whitney as “pain like your heart has been ripped out of your chest.”
She also made it clear how she views the word around her. According to Radar Online, Bobbi Kristina expressed that she often feels “alienated” and “lost.” Although she’s quite wealthy, no amount of money could help to combat the pain of having to go through life without her mother at her side.
Here’s the eerie text messages Bobbi Kristina reportedly sent to a friend just days before the bathtub drowning.
“I was ALLLLL my mother lived for,” Bobbi Kristina wrote. “Despite the fame, the fortune, the power — any and everything, my mother has done FOR ME lady. She was and is my everything ma’am,” she wrote. “And if you don’t think I don’t know [what] an ounce of HURT anguish and pain is, you are preaching to the wrong women [sic], because I’ve lves [sic] in the public eye since I was born.”
The report also reveals Bobbi Kristina went on to express her displeasure with the way her friend allegedly treats her own daughter. She offered some constructive criticism out of love.
“You just want the ‘best’ for her..? That’s not right at ALL. My mother NO MATTER WHAT! Could or would ever do to me [sic].. But that’s just what I’ve seen and all from all of your actions, comments and complete and utter lack or knowing caring and truly knowing how to love your daughter.. My mother would of never [sic]. All well now though,” she wrote. “I will update you. Have a blessed week. Goodbye.”
The upcoming anniversary of Whitney Houston’s death was also an issue Bobbi Kristina battled with, and the recent biopic Whitney reportedly didn’t help things. Although it’s quite clear Bobbi Kristina is still grieving, there are also other reports of her methods used to combat grief and depression. Several news outlets have reported alleged drug and alcohol abuse, which many believe attributed to her bathtub drowning. However, the reports have yet be confirmed or denied.
But, there’s actually more. According to Hollywood Life, Bobbi Kristina was reportedly distraught, fearing her alleged “husband” Nick Gordon was cheating. On Jan. 23, the Roswell Police Department was called to the townhome where the couple lives together. Apparently, she and Nick had been fighting. Now, reports insist the fight erupted when Bobbi Kristina confronted Nick and accused him of cheating. She also allegedly threatened to “kill herself.”
A source close to the couple revealed the turbulent relationship with Nick only made things worse for her. The source also revealed Bobbi Kristina allegedly had plans to break up with Nick. “Krissy and Nick lived together but their relationship was rocky,” the source said. “She believed that Nick cheated on her all the time. He likes strippers. Krissy was going to end things with him.”