The Bollywood arrest of Suraj Pancholi continues to heat up. A news outlet in India has received and published the full text of the suicide letter left by Pancholi’s Bollywood star girlfriend, Jiah Khan.
The letter was discovered by Jiah’s mother. In the letter, Khan claims she was the victim of constant physical abuse and cheating at the hands of her boyfriend. The Bollywood actress also claims Pancholi forced her to have an abortion.
In the suicide note, the Bollywood actress also points to a history of rape, abuse, and “torture,” but she does not say if those acts were at the hands of her boyfriend.
The Bollywood arrest became an international point of discussion after the 25-year-old actress was found dead at her Juhu apartment on June 3.
The full text can be read at India.com. You can read several excerpts from the suicide letter below:
“If you’re reading this I might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside.”
“But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside.
“After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn’t deserve this.”
“I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work.”
“So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I chose to ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me.”
“Things were looking up for me here, but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of heartbreak when the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens to hit you or cheats on you telling other girls they are beautiful or throws you out of their house when you have no where to go and you’ve come to them out of love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in their car.”
“I have no confidence or self esteem left, whatever talent whatever ambition you took it all away. You destroyed my life.”
“I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply. You destroyed my Christmas and my birthday dinner when I came back.”
“I have nothing left in this world to live for after this. I wish you had loved me like I loved you.”
The letter was only discovered after the actress’ mother began searching for some of her poems to read at her daughter’s funeral.
Do you think the Bollywood arrest is going to lead to a guilty plea, or does the suicide letter prove no direct illegal action at the hands of Suraj Pancholi?