Chris Brown Isn’t A Bad Man, He’s Just ‘Konfuzed’
Chris Brown is never one to shy away from his feelings, especially on social media. The R&B singer took to Instagram to share his recent thoughts about himself and his actions.
In an open letter on Thursday, May 28, Brown addressed his thoughts on his love life, his anger issues, and other problems that have been surrounding him lately. He also revealed his issues with self-hate. Brown also shared a photo of himself looking up at the sky as he lounges by the ocean. It looks like the performer is thinking about his life as he enjoys his vacation.
“I’m Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can’t speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling.
“There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He’s given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts because of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it because of the choices I’ve made or mistakes.”
Brown didn’t stop there though. He continued to reveal more of his thoughts on his random Instagram photo. In his message, Brown says that he no longer wants to dwell on negativity and that he surrenders to the great things that life brings.
“The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I’ve made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it’s like to be a young black ‘n—a’ in America. I always see the good in people even when they don’t see it.
“I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what’s inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed.”
Why is Chris being open about his feelings? It could have something to do with his recent actions on social media. Chris apologized for threatening model Tyson Beckford. Their feud happened over a selfie Tyson took with Chris’ ex-girlfriend Karrueche Tran.
He’s one who’s never been known to back down. He’s been in public feuds with Adrienne Bailon, Drake, Frank Ocean, Meek Mill, Raz-B, and Tamar Braxton.
Brown may also be trying to change his ways because of his daughter, Royalty. He took to social media after he celebrated her first birthday. In a bittersweet message, Brown revealed the feelings he has for his child.
“I honestly never knew I could love someone as strong as I do. I’m gonna give her the world.”
Some would say that he’s trying to turn a new leaf. What are your thoughts on Chris Brown’s recent Instagram post? Do you believe that the singer is serious about changing his troubled past?
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