Sandra Bullock Opens Up About Painful Divorce From Jesse James

Sandra Bullock's divorce from Jesse James was a very painful and private affair for the successful actress.

Bullock hasn't spoken much on the private subject until now.

The 49-year-old actress says she thought that her marriage was a happy one and was completely unaware of James' cheating ways.

She would thank him publicly at every turn when receiving an award and sang his praises constantly telling him she loved him.

During her 2010 Oscar acceptance speech for The Blind Side, Bullock once again thanked him on stage, not realizing the scandal that was brewing.

"I've been on the floor and I've been heartbroken," she told the British publication Mirror. "I didn't know how I was going to stand up. But I just gave it time."

Everything blew up in Sandra Bullock's face when a few women came out saying they had had affairs during the time she was married to the biker, and she was forced to cancel several appearances in the wake of the humiliating allegations, which apparently came out of nowhere for the actress.

Now, things are very different, she's on top of the world, not only professionally, but personally. Bullock has an adopted son, Louis who has become central to everything she does.

"You don't think it will pass when you're in the middle of it, but it does. I'm so lucky to have what I have. I have a beautiful child and friends and family I adore."

Sandra Bullock credits her son for making her look at the world in a different way saying she now sees things though his eyes.

"I haven't ever gone out and explored and done things before like I have in the last three years."

"I have the best life right now because I'm enjoying every single moment of this amazing human being. I'm learning how to have a good time through him," Sandra Bullock, who is a long way from those painful post divorce days, said of the three-year-old son.