Demi Moore Opens Up About Her Road To Substance Abuse Recovery, And The ‘Divine Intervention’ That Saved Her

Demi Moore spoke candidly about her road to recovery during her acceptance speech.

Demi Moore speaks onstage during the Comedy Central Roast of Bruce Willis.
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Demi Moore spoke candidly about her road to recovery during her acceptance speech.

After being named woman of the year during the Peggy Albrecht Friendly House’s 29th Annual Awards Luncheon over the weekend, actress Demi Moore seized an opportunity to give an open and honest speech about her substance abuse recovery.

For those who are unfamiliar with the Peggy Albrecht Friendly House, the website boasts of offering a “safe, structured and supportive home-like environment” for women in recovery.

During her acceptance speech, the 55-year-old actress opened up about why the mission of Friendly House really resonated with her. Moreover, she spoke about how she had saved herself from the self-destructive path that was putting her entire career – and her life – at risk.

“I feel like there are defining moments in our lives that shape who we are and the direction we go, and early in my career, I was spiraling down a path of real self-destruction, and no matter what successes I had, I just never felt good enough,” Demi explained during her speech.

Moore added: “I had absolutely no value for myself and this self-destructive path, it really quickly brought me to a real crisis point. It wasn’t clear at the time, maybe it was divine intervention, but two people who I barely knew stepped up and took a stand for me and presented me with an opportunity, which I guess was more like an ultimatum — unless I was dead, I better show up.”

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So grateful for the love and support of friends and family even my furry family! Ru @rumerwillis Scouter @scoutlaruewillis and my Boo @buuski seeing your beautiful smiling faces-you are what makes my heart worth beating. Everything I do is for you! Thank you my dear friend Amanda @amandadecadenet for presenting me with this beautiful honor and bringing your strength beauty depth intelligence and deep loving. Having you there was like being wrapped in a warm blanket of love and safety. It was an honor to be recognized by @FriendlyHouseLA alongside @angelamanueldavis @wzyofweho #BarbaraBachStarkey and #MarjorieBackWalsh With the gorgeous @ambervalletta as our host Amber you are a pillar of calm grace and ease that reminded me to breathe thank you! my anchors for always being there @ericbuterbaugh @jwuntitled Girls love @moonfrye @spagettyos_ @lennz13 @danielavillegasjewelry @atlantabean @trinavenit #sathari #danaharris #michellealves Thank you to all my friends who supported me and @friendlyhousela but who could not be there yesterday. Your support is what allows Friendly House to do the amazing work they do helping women find recovery and reclaim their lives with dignity!! This Instagram business is still new for me and yesterday’s unspeakable act in Pittsburgh left me gutted and frozen, completely unable to even think about sharing my gratitude for such a beautiful event. I will figure this out but please excuse me in advanced for any IG faux pax of insensitivity it certainly is not intended. My heart goes out to the families. I believe in the power of LOVE! These are the moments we need to inject greater loving compassion acceptance and understanding. #LoveWins

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According to Variety, Demi opted not to go so far as to reveal the precise nature of her inner demons. She, however, did address being able to “redirect” her life before her substance abuse problem could destroy everything.

“Clearly they saw more in my [sic] than I saw in myself and I’m so grateful because without that opportunity, without their belief in me, I wouldn’t be standing her [sic] today,” Demi explained — without revealing who the two mysterious individuals that had saved her from herself were.

As People reminds us, Moore has had several stints in rehab for addiction to drugs and alcohol. Six years ago, in January of 2012, Demi collapsed and convulsed at her home in L.A. She was hospitalized, and later went to rehab for her addictions and to help in treating an eating disorder. Prior to her collapse, she had reportedly spent the previous months partying — losing an unhealthy amount of weight in the process.

According to Soleil Moon Frye, Demi was truly inspirational during the acceptance speech that she gave at the luncheon.

“She listens, and she shared so much wisdom, and she’s been in every one of my birthing rooms and helped deliver every one of my babies,” the actress said to reporters as she revealed just how much she loved Demi.

Demi Moore was also very candid about her gratitude for the love and support that her three daughters — Rumer, 30, Scout, 27, and Tallulah, 24, who she shares with her ex, Bruce Willis — have offered her throughout her journey of recovery.

Demi also took to her new Instagram account very recently to thank her friends and family members for their love and support during her healing process.