Khloe Kardashian recently filed for divorce from Lamar Odom for the second time. Khloe’s decision follows months of putting her life on hold after he was discovered unconscious in a brothel following a drug overdose. At that time, Kardashian pressed the pause button on their divorce. But now, amid the revelation that Lamar has been drinking and partying again, Khloe has decided that she must move on with her own life, an insider told E News.
Kardashian had halted her first divorce from Odom because”he ran out of health insurance,” clarified the insider. The Keeping Up With The Kardashians star feels that she can no longer wait for Lamar to recover, however.
“[Khloe] wants babies one day, and he can’t give her that life…[she] can’t wait for him.”
But she continues to care about him, and she was hurt when she faced a backlash for not continuing to put her life on hold after she learned that Odom had relapsed into his old habits, according to the source.
“Her heart has always been with him and she gets very sensitive with people’s opinions when she decides to move on, because that doesn’t mean she didn’t try everything.”
Odom reportedly became extremely drunk at the Los Angeles International Airport in a recent incident that resulted in being kicked off the plane after vomiting several times. When he did arrive in New York City, he visited several clubs.
When it comes to trying everything possible to respond to the signs that her estranged husband has relapsed, Kardashian even attempted to persuade Lamar to go to rehab, according to In Touch.
The former NBA superstar has caused those close to him to worry that he has just three months to live, with a source telling In Touch about his potentially deadly behavior.
“[Lamar has] gone back to partying, drinking and doing drugs.”
The insider explained that Odom’s kidneys are still damaged from that overdose last year. Consequently, Khloe’s estranged husband received a serious warning from his physicians.
“His kidneys never fully recovered from the overdose, and doctors have told him that going back to his old lifestyle will guarantee his death,” revealed the source.
Kardashian is described as having begged with Lamar to head to rehab. However, he reportedly refused her plea. And indications that Odom won’t consider rehab have continued.
When the mother of the former athlete’s children Liza Morales, held an intervention, Lamar stormed out, according to the source. But Khloe’s involvement didn’t end there.
After Liza discovered that the Keeping Up With The Kardashians star had removed Odom from her health insurance plan, she was furious. Morales contacted Kardashian repeatedly, making furious phone calls and sending irate text messages.
However, Kardashian reportedly feels that she can do no more to help her troubled ex-husband. Those close to him are concerned that he is in such denial that it’s time for Lamar to “face his demons” to save himself.
“His body just can’t take much more of the abuse he’s putting it through,” added the source. “It’s like Lamar has a death wish.”
As for what Khloe is revealing to her fans and followers, she talked about her fears for Odom’s future on a recent episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, reported People.
Kardashian shared that her estranged husband had requested that she give him cash and had not completed his therapy. She also expressed concern about signs that he is depressed.
“It’s really hard to see Khloe so stressed out,” noted her sister Kim Kardashian. “I wish she would just enjoy herself and not put herself through that.”
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Turning to Instagram, Khloe just shared a cryptic message in which she discussed the importance of letting go of toxic relationships, noted the Daily Mail.
“We must learn who is gold, and who is simply gold plated,” Kardashian cautioned.
Khloe also urged others to stay away from those who made “false promises,” as well as anyone who disappointed or “let you down.”
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